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I am so sorry for taking such a long break between Season 1 and Season 2. But we are back and you all. God has taught me so much, so much. | |
In the times where I am so comfortable, in the times where I am so confident and just like, I got this. I don't even have to worry. | |
Actually I can do everything the Bible says but I can't do it well without God. | |
So I am going to try my best but we need to take a break. | |
But like, physical warfare has happened. | |
Even ok, so during season 1 there was one day where I was getting ready to film and I had everything set up. | |
and it was one second outside the window and then it was inside my house. | |
And like I'm checking are the holes? | |
It is just inside my house. | |
And this bee is now in my house. | |
And I am panicking because I have cats, two cats who are tormenting this bee. | |
I don't know if you all can hear the nervousness in my voice because I feel like I am so excited to share what the Lord has taught me that there is just no way to find proper words. | |
And so that happened in season one. | |
But see, the difference between Season 1 and Season 2 is, in Season 1, I panicked. | |
My audio random list stops working. | |
Like the light goes out. | |
Like even in the episodes that I have filmed with my husband, something crazy starts to go wrong every time I try to record. | |
You are not making a path for me to do this podcast. | |
And in season 1 I would have said like, code, you just, you must not want me to do this podcast because you are not making it simple for me. | |
I wish I could have caught him and saved him and set him free, but he was very angry and it was me or the was in that moment. | |
But I think God is telling us like, would you seek me? | |
Would you ask me? | |
We need to take a break between season 1 and season 2. Because this is my first time ever having any type of platform, any type of podcast. | |
And like God has shown me so many amazing things about Himself that like, I feel like I knew but maybe I forgot. | |
Maybe I forgot and I almost got too comfortable in my faith. | |
And so, ya guys, it is, it has been hard. | |
Like I cannot lie as much as I have learned and I have been excited. | |
I struggle so much with my mental health, with my confidence, with insecurities, with not feeling good enough. | |
And it got the point where I'm like so excited to start season 2, so excited to start recording again And speaking about God's word to you guys | |
Med because I was so scared I'm like how could I possibly do this? | |
Like, I feel like I can not overcome it and I am praying and I am trying to seek truth, but like to be quiet honest, it just feel like those voices will not go away. | |
And so one day I was on my walking bed. | |
It helps me get my tanky steps in a day. | |
There was so much that I needed to learn and I think it was super important for me to get away and to tap back in and fast and pray and ask what do you want to share to your listeners? | |
I love it so much. | |
But something that I have not done in a while is clicked on a sermon. | |
And it's called Where Are You? | |
And you all, I cannot encourage you enough to watch this sermon. | |
It is so, so good and it changed my life. | |
And I know it was the holly spirit that prompted me to click it. | |
And she is just speaking to me, speaking to me, speaking to me. | |
And there is something that she said that I almost tripped on a walking pad. | |
and I heard that and I'm like okay | |
Why would he give him money? | |
Are there cracks in the window as the window op-a literally? There is no way for the B to enter my house. | |
It's almost like giving a drug a day drugs, right? | |
I am a nature girly all the way I am not really scared of bugs but one thing I do not mess up with is bees. | |
It doesn't always mean that you are on the right path or you are doing the wrong thing. | |
Yeah, so I'm on the walking pad and I click the sermon and I'm listening to it. | |
When this money is in front of me, it makes me want to take some for myself. |
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